SpongeBob x Squidward suki kirai saturday
this is really really upsetting
this was the longest 4 minutes of my life and each second feels like satan taunting me. waiting for the moment i finish this so he can send me to hell like i rightfully belong after watching this. i can cry for forgiveness all i want for willingly sitting through this, but god will never answer the pleas of his crying children for his ego is to big to only see sinners and saints. i am upset beyond words. i am shaking as i am writing this. this is a cry for help. i think i blacked out for the last minute of the video as my brain’s last way of trying to protect me from fully realizing the horrors of humanity from this singular video, thus being traumatized. but its to late. i am being cast down to hell as i write this for daring to wonder. daring to seek. but what was i seeking from watching this? what truths was i hoping to uncover? i am eve biting the apple. nothing will ever make me feel whole agai









